3.08.2012

Hello. I'm back. I'm sorry for didn't update my blog.

Quite busy this few week.

Busying to solve all those problems.

I had a lot of problem need to solve :(

Once again, I lost him again.

Losing someone you truly love is suck.

I hate those feeling. 

I tell him I don't wanna break up but he keep ignore me :(

It's make me feel like you don't love me anymore.

Hey, I just want to you tell.

I'll wait and I really meant it.

I'm serious, I'm not kidding.

I really will wait for you and help you solve your problem.

But can you please promise, don't fall in love with others?

It's hurt when I know you are in love with others :(

Pleaseeeeeeeee. Come back to me! 

they say not worthy at all but this is my choice. 

i'm happy with it. it is true? i don't know.

ryannnn, i'm sorry :( 

buy, don't buy, buy, don't buy.
grrrrr, i'm confusing.
shall i buy birthday present to him?
some of my friends say i'm just wasting my money.
some of my friends say if you love him then just buy it.
but what is my decision? i don't know :(
you did a lot things and make me feel so disappointed and hurt.
you lied to me too.

so, shall i buy?
my head is gonna burst! :(

:(

I WANT HIM BACK.

PLEASEEEEE.

re-reading our old conversation,

it's make me miss you so much.

huh! 

I MISS YOU SO MUCH, IDIOT. 

GRRRRRRRRR.

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how come you don't feel like happy or excited when i go find you?
how dare you texting other people in front of me?
how dare you go play dota also don't reply me?


grrrrrrr :(
mood suddenly change. thanksssssss !

Life is so complicated.

There's a lot of fake people in our life but we don't know. 

We need to be strong and smart.

Strong enough to stay away from the pain.

Smart enough to stay away from the lies.

Everything changed.

Nowadays, everything change like so complicated.

People changes, feeling changes, everything changes.

Changes like what? Changes like shit. 

Looking back about my past,

I feel so stupid and crazy.

Because of a boy or friends and making myself like a crazy girl.

Cry, scold, complain and bla bla bla.

Now I then realise it not worthy at all.

I need to be strong.

Strong like a superwoman.

I won't give anyone a chance to hurt me anymore.

I can't be that " soft heart " anymore.

I need to be smart. 

;) 

Oppps. 

Sorry that I can't go there support you.

But in my heart, you're always the best.

May god bless you guys!

:)