3.08.2012

Hello. I'm back. I'm sorry for didn't update my blog.

Quite busy this few week.

Busying to solve all those problems.

I had a lot of problem need to solve :(

Once again, I lost him again.

Losing someone you truly love is suck.

I hate those feeling. 

I tell him I don't wanna break up but he keep ignore me :(

It's make me feel like you don't love me anymore.

Hey, I just want to you tell.

I'll wait and I really meant it.

I'm serious, I'm not kidding.

I really will wait for you and help you solve your problem.

But can you please promise, don't fall in love with others?

It's hurt when I know you are in love with others :(

Pleaseeeeeeeee. Come back to me! 

they say not worthy at all but this is my choice. 

i'm happy with it. it is true? i don't know.

ryannnn, i'm sorry :( 

buy, don't buy, buy, don't buy.
grrrrr, i'm confusing.
shall i buy birthday present to him?
some of my friends say i'm just wasting my money.
some of my friends say if you love him then just buy it.
but what is my decision? i don't know :(
you did a lot things and make me feel so disappointed and hurt.
you lied to me too.

so, shall i buy?
my head is gonna burst! :(

:(

I WANT HIM BACK.

PLEASEEEEE.

re-reading our old conversation,

it's make me miss you so much.

huh! 

I MISS YOU SO MUCH, IDIOT. 

GRRRRRRRRR.

3006

how come you don't feel like happy or excited when i go find you?
how dare you texting other people in front of me?
how dare you go play dota also don't reply me?


grrrrrrr :(
mood suddenly change. thanksssssss !

Life is so complicated.

There's a lot of fake people in our life but we don't know. 

We need to be strong and smart.

Strong enough to stay away from the pain.

Smart enough to stay away from the lies.

Everything changed.

Nowadays, everything change like so complicated.

People changes, feeling changes, everything changes.

Changes like what? Changes like shit. 

Looking back about my past,

I feel so stupid and crazy.

Because of a boy or friends and making myself like a crazy girl.

Cry, scold, complain and bla bla bla.

Now I then realise it not worthy at all.

I need to be strong.

Strong like a superwoman.

I won't give anyone a chance to hurt me anymore.

I can't be that " soft heart " anymore.

I need to be smart. 

;) 

Oppps. 

Sorry that I can't go there support you.

But in my heart, you're always the best.

May god bless you guys!

:)

 

:(

我應該去嗎?

如果我不去，顯得我很小氣。

如果我去了，自己的心卻很不舒服。

我到底該不該去啊？

:( 

:D

hello guys. long time didn't update my blog.

damn busy ah this few week.

busy what? hahaha. busying go travel and dating. opps ;)

i miss everything. everything that we did at KK. :D

Borneo Youth Conference ~ damn miss this camp!

it is so damn fun! and i miss the Pastor, Kevin Loo. 

he's quite funny! especially he talk " Boys and Girls Relationship ''.

quite enjoy and the Camp Song, " Live it out, Shout it out " .

we're jumping all tht time. :D HAHAHAHA!!

times to shopping. we buy a lot of Fipper.

we still take picture with the workes. LOL!

fooling around, playing around. :D

quite enjoy this trip with my friends ~

guess what? we hang out with Vanessa Fung too. :D

HAHAHAHA!! 

Monkey Family always the best!

Wanna join us? Come G412 and you will be one the monkey too. :D 

Here's the picture about our camp ~~ :D

Take picture with Jonathan! Quite happy :D 

Day 2 ~~

Shopping time !! :D 

Sunday service :)

Last day :(

I'm not inside the picture.

Awwwww.

:(

Guess what? 

I wish our relationship could be like that.

How sweet it is.

I really wish you won't because of what your friends say and we break up.

If really like this, I won't forgive you.

Still got 5 days to go and it our one month anniversay.

It seems so short. But there's a lot of best memorise.

I really need you so much :(

Lion ☹

Dear Lion,

I'm tired of argue. Stop argue please.

I really wish you could know what am I thinking.

I really wish you could hear my silent scream.

I really tired of explaining.

I'm so tired.

:( 

Biting your towel Like a LouSai ;)

Miss you badly. 

ツ

Dear LION,

Please be one I love, not the one I hate.

Please don't do some stupid things and make me hate you.

Please don't talk with those girls that I dislike.

Please treat me as your girlfriend, not your toy.

Please love me as more as you can. ♡

Dear BITCH,

Please be one who everyone love you, not everyone hate you.

Please don't lure the boy who got girlfriend already.

Please stop acting you are the most pity girl in this world.

Please stop everything, bitch.

Thank you. :)

Dear LIFE,

Please be nice to me.

I'm really tired of trying, get hurt and disappointed.

Dear GOD,

Thank for everything that You had gave me.

Thank for being there for me when I'm alone.

Thank for giving me a healthy body.

Thank for blessing me.

I love you, my God. ♡

15.05.2012

Please, 

Don't talk other girl in front of me !

I hate it so much.

You're just making me jealous.

You make me feel like, she is better than me !

Just go ahead with she, if you think that she is better than me.

I don't mind ! 

:(

IF CAN, 

I WISH TIME COULD STOP AND WE NEVER SAY GOODBYE TO YOU.

Dear Sunday, please don't come too fast.

Dear time, please pass slowly.

Dear aunty and uncle, please don't bring her go KK,

Let she stay at Sandakan and stay with us.

PLEASE!! :(

♡

Chak Meun Yee is in a relationship with Lion ♡

More 20 days to go. 

Awwww  ✿◕ ‿ ◕✿

26.04.2012

* CHAK MEUN YEE IS TOTALLY IN LOVE * 

Exam again. 

Study study study.

Good luck everyone! 

:D 

16.04.2011

Sometimes, I'm wondering what reason make me care so much.

Sometimes, I'm wondering what reason make me love so much.

Sometimes, I'm wondering what is the different between you and others boy.

I'M WONDERING.

You're just a little boy but you have the power to messed up my world.

Or you are the one who meant to me? LOL!

Sometimes, I'm just keep thinking about it.

I feel like I'm fooled and being played by you. 

Stop giving me this kind of feeling, can you?

People always ask,

" Do you still like him? "

Honestly, I don't really know.

But I do know there's just something about him I can't let go.

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10/04/2012

I don't talk with you doesn't mean I don't care about you.

I don't care about you doesn't mean I don't miss you.

I don't miss you doesn't mean I don't love you.

I don't love you doesn't mean I will leave you alone.

Get what I mean?

I'm just too stupid enough to let you hurt me again and again.

You thought falling in love you, I so happy?

You're wrong.

Now I then realise falling in love you is the wrong decision ever!

Although you small than me doesn't mean that you had that permission to hurt me.

Get it?

Idiot. Stop treating me like that.

I REALLY SO TIRED AND IT'S HURT.

But you seem like nothing happened before.

Great.

I speechless.
Time to give up.
Bye bad memories. Hello nice memories.

Dear friends, don't worry!

I'm fine. 

:'(

I'm just a stranger to you,

Is it true?

It's hurt :'( 

I believe :)

Keep trying, hold on, and always, always,

ALWAYS BELIEVE IN YOURSELF,

Because if you don't, then who will?

I still believe that there's still a hope between me and you.

I still believe that it's worthy to wait.

I STILL BELIEVE IT :)

My friends always called me to give up,

But I don't feel like wanna to give up.

I wanna play with you. I wanna challenge you.

I wanna see how long we be together.

One week? One month? Or one year? :)

LET'S GIVE EACH OTHER A CHANCE AGAIN, 

OKAY?

I don't care how long we be together.

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU NO MATTER WHAT!

I'm a silly girl and I know it :)

Dear friends, 

I know when you guys see this post sure will get mad or scold me stupid.

But this is my choice.

Don't worry! This time I'll very be careful of it.

I won't give him brave enough to hurt me :)